As far as eating goes, I have given myself permission to go with the flow this weekend. This is not permission to eat anything and everything all willy-nilly. This is more of a mind game, in which I allow myself to eat whatever is served if I don't have a choice. That way, I don't feel like I blew it and eat out of remorse or guilt.
I start back on the hcg injections next week. That should get the ball rolling back in the right direction. I have not lost the stress weight I gained after getting the bad news. I've gone up and down but not below that lowest point. I know once I am able to focus again, that will drop right back off along with 20 or so of their friends!
Life is good now and I plan to relish every last second of it.