I do not like my body shape. I do not like the aches and pains. I do not like that no matter what I seem to do to make things better it doesn't work. I think more than anything I am scared out of my wits. I do not want to continue feeling like a water buffalo. And I have no freaking idea what to do about it.
THM seems like the answer. It appeals to me on almost every level. So much so that is seems too good to be true. I have poured time and energy not to mention money in to this plan like none other. I am scared to death that it isn't going to work. Honestly, if this doesn't work, that is it for me. I'll start a blog called Fat & Sassy or something like that.
I know that I've only been on this plan one week. I know that it is complicated to implement properly. I know that yo yo dieters like me often are slow to see loss because their bodies need to heal from the abuse but that doesn't matter. I have GOT to see some results or I will go completely nuts. I can't remember ever being this scared, particularly about a diet plan.
So much is riding on this emotionally for me that it is hard to articulate. I do not like feeling this way. I have worked diligently all year to lose weight and all I have to show for it now is 6 more pounds. This is crazy. I could have gained 6 pounds eating cake and ice cream rather than green vegetables and grilled chicken. I need help!
I have joined the facebook forum for THM and I've seen fabulous success stories. After just a few months of working the plan, these women have had amazing transformations. I've seen pleas for help from people that have given it their all and aren't seeing the results they want. I don't want to be in that group. I can't handle another diet failure.